Hi Adeline--I have been a quiet but faithful reader of each of your installments. I think I have found them kind of cathartic, because you started exactly at the time I totally stopped writing at all and it felt like I could remember a little bit what it felt like to sit down at my computer and just write. I just don't think anything is meant to last forever--peaks or valleys. Good luck and I hope something interesting finds you soon. Maybe butterfly hunting?